You see me as "looking down" on you? I'M NOT! You "partied with hundreds of homos" and, never condoned their "lifestyle." And, then, you also said it "looks unnatural." All of those are indications of "looking down" on them. Cracking homo jokes is another example of that. Whenever you engage in any of that, you're reinforcing whatever it is that you "disagree with." Just like I do.
And, your religion is teaching a hatred, at its core. It's teaching people to fear the behavior. It teaches them that if you engage in it, you will burn for eternity in some cavernous lake of fire. That is, to me, a fairy tale that is egregious and detrimental to the culture, society, and species.
I'm glad you could party with homos. Try realizing that having sexual and feelings of affection and love for people with the same genitalia is just as natural, and should be celebrated, as if you have almost-the-same body parts (as with males and females).
I'm not giving up freedoms. I'm accepting natural inclinations of the progress and evolution of the universe as a whole.
And, you DO "fear the homo." You admitted to it several times. Denial isn't helping you either.